1. |
All Out Of Words
03:45
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All Out Of Words
It feels different this time
I let down my guard
I finally embraced the thought of you
And already loved you with all my heart
I know it makes you feel sad
I hate those tears in your eyes
I wanna tell you I'm fine and it'll be okay
But I'm all out of words
And I can tell that it hurts you to see me like this
with my hands in the air
I surrender, this pain just knocks me down
It's not summer yet
You came too soon
What made you give up?
Was there anything I could do...?
I know it makes you feel sad
I hate those tears in your eyes
I wanna tell you I'm fine and it'll be okay
But I'm all out of words
And I can tell that it hurts you to see me like this
with my hands in the air
I surrender, this pain just knocks me down
I don't like my heartbeat
without yours
I think I'm a fighter
But I just don't know how to go on...
See I'm all out of words
And I can tell that it hurts you to see me like this
with my hands in the air
I surrender, this grieve: it floors me
this pain just knocks me down
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2. |
Gonna Choose Me
02:50
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Gonna Choose Me
I catch myself checking my phone
Every five minutes
To see if you have found the time
To text me back
I never used to be this way
I was the cool, together girl
Yet here I am, in your hands
I have to remind myself
That you don’t get to decide if I’m happy
You do not determine my self-worth
You do not control the way I feel
I like you but I’m gonna choose me
I think about you all the time
I’m at your service
Hoping you’ll see how great I am
And that you’ll call me
Well I never thought I’d get this way
I was the independent girl
Now I’m reduced to a shadow of me
Reflected in your eyes
But you don’t get to decide if I’m happy
You do not determine my self-worth
You do not control the way I feel
I like you but I’m gonna choose me
Too many hours I’ve wasted
Waiting to be seen
I gave you all the power
But now it’s clear to me:
That you don’t get to decide if I’m happy
You do not determine my self-worth
You do not control the way I feel
I like you but I’m gonna choose me
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3. |
Pieces Of Me
03:46
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Same old story; I’m causing an earthquake
And hide my head in the sand
‘Not to worry, it’s all under control here’
But then why am I this drawn to the piano..?
It’s here, here, here
Where I find hidden pieces of me
“You are not weird at all”, you said
“This is just how everybody feels sometimes.”
I wonder what you ‘d say if you could see in my head
Would you still smile…?
Picture perfect, but I’m closing doors again
Keeping me to myself
This confusion feels scaringly familiar
Nothing different, just disguising this storm inside
Here, here, here
Where I find secret pieces of me
“You are not weird at all”, you said
“This is just how everybody feels sometimes.”
I wonder what you ‘d say if you could see in my head
Would you still smile…?
You move me… Why can’t I stand still..?
You move me… Why can’t I stand still..?
“You are not weird at all”, you said
“This is just how everybody feels sometimes.”
I wonder what you ‘d say if you could see in my head
Would you still smile…?
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4. |
Your Lack Of Sleep
02:53
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Your Lack Of Sleep
Out of the blue the whole thing changed
A new side of you, closed-down face
Strange how you made this all about me
I guess I suffer from your lack of sleep
But it's fine by me
You just see what you see
And this world you live in
had a great new taste
But will never be mine
I'm along for the ride but you hold the wheel
Comfortably hazy sight, right now is all that I feel
How you turned into ice in the blink of an eye
Your words like a knife, before I could wonder why
But well it's fine by me
You just see what you see
And this world you live in
had a great new taste
But will never be mine
Oh my, what's wrong with you?!
But it's fine by me
You just see what you see
And this world you live in
had a great new taste
But will never be mine
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5. |
Unfinished Unsent
04:21
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Unfinished Unsent
I am not the kind
That gives up easily
When I believe it's right
I give it all of me
But enough's enough
When it's plain to see
That you decided that
you have no room for me
And what we said
What we shared
What we did
Doesn't matter
Anymore
And we tell ourselves it's better
And ignore
The unfinished unsent letter
That we are
What we recognized
in each other's eyes
familiartity
Like I'd known you all my life
And you seemed so brave
figuring yourself out
How you let me in
And then you phased me out
And what we said
What we shared
What we did
Doesn't matter
Anymore
And we tell ourselves it's better
And ignore
The unfinished unsent letter
That we are...
... to me
But I'll let go
And what we said
What we shared
What we did
Doesn't matter
Anymore
And we tell ourselves it's better
And ignore
The unfinished unsent letter
That we are
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6. |
Warm Waves
02:55
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Warm Waves
No lights, no word, no worries
Just now, just here is all I want to know
Eyes closed, hands up, I'm free falling
I go, I just go
No sense of time, I don't care
Just one more drink; I don't wanna go home
I'm here, I'm bored, I'm restless
Let's go, let's go
I pretend to be a lot of things
And I have no idea who I am now
But it feels good just not to feel sad things
In these warm waves that take me away
'Cause no way, this won't be my world
It's too sad, too bad; I wanna feel alive
And I like the way you see me
there's no tomorrow
I pretend to be a lot of things
And I have no idea who I am now
But it feels good just not to feel sad things
In these warm waves that take me away
If I feel nothing I have nothing to lose
If nothing really means anything in the end,
Why would I care...?
So no lights, no words, no worries
Just here, just now, is all I want to know
I pretend to be a lot of things
And I have no idea who I am now
But it feels good just not to feel sad things
In these warm waves that take me away
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7. |
Take Your Hand
04:04
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Take your hand
Here, far away from everything
where no one can hear me sing
is where the words just seem to pour out of my heart
And now, when there’s nothing left to lose
it’s so much easier to choose
what is right to do for everone else
I couldn’t find the time
To honestly be fine
There’re always reasons not to go inside
I couldn’t find the words
To tell you where it hurts
And let you close enough to touch my heart
This isn't easy for me
I’m trying hard to break free
Old habits die hard and I know I’m headstrong but I
will take your hand this time
Years of pretending to be strong
Surely nothing was ever wrong
When I obviously needed a shoulder
Alone, feeling like I don’t belong
Always leaving everyone
Who was trying just to love all of me…
I couldn’t find a way
To trust the words you’d say
I’d roll my eyes and fight you ‘til you’d give up
But this isn't easy for me
I’m trying hard to break free
Old habits die hard and I know I’m headstrong but I
will take your hand this time
I won’t push you away
This isn't easy for me
I’m trying hard to break free
Old habits die hard and I know I’m headstrong but I
will take your hand this time
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8. |
Sunlight Ahead
02:39
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Sunlight ahead
It's barely noticable but I am sure
The light is already changing
It's unexpainable but I can tell
The bird's songs sound different
It's in the smallest things, easily overlooked
but everywhere around me
My feet are freezing cold but my heart it warm
And I can feel it beating again
Bye bye dark days
Enough is enough
I made it through your maze
And I see sunlight ahead
It's indescribable, the way it makes me smile:
The beauty of the first snowdrops
It's unbelievable how they just find their way
Growing towards the light again
Bye bye dark days
Enough is enough
I made it through your maze
And I see...
Sunlight from head to toe
It shines, it glows
Bye bye dark days
Enough is enough
I made it through your maze
And I see sunlight ahead
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9. |
Between The Lines
04:25
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Between the lines
It’s a beautiful morning, I know
But I want to stare out my window
Without happy people holding hands looking my way all the time
I’m thirsty for water
Under the bridge
But all I can see is this road and I keep on missing my exits
Between the lines is where I can hide
Cause what do you do, when nothing makes sense?
What do you say when everything’s already said?
Stop looking at me, there’s nothing to see
Just pieces of what I am supposed to be
I’m tired and I’m restless
And there is so much to do
But I am too busy trying not to be angry with you
My hands do not shake at all
Or maybe a bit
I breathe in and breathe out, it’s okay, as long as I look at the grid
Between the lines is where I can hide
Cause what do you do, when nothing makes sense?
What do you say when everything’s already said?
Stop looking at me, there’s nothing to see
Just pieces of what I am supposed to be
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10. |
Scared Of Me
01:36
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Scared Of Me
Why can't I be more like you?
Feel love like you do and believe it is true?
Why can't I have both feet in?
Arms open wide and let you in?
But see... I'm scared of me
Why can't my heart be like yours?
Not wondering if it shouldn't feel more?
Why can't I just take your hand?
Be yours and be happy right where I am?
I can't believe
I am still scared of me...
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May Groningen, Netherlands
May
The clear and warm sound of Maaike’s voice, combined with beautiful melodies and
touching lyrics make May a joy to listen to.
In December 2012, May released their home-recorded EP “Better by now”. In 2013 they released the single “It’s time”, followed by the single “I still do” in 2014.
The new full album 'Pieces of me came out in December 2015.
Since 2017, Maaike is performing solo.
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